JB trip

I've got my haird permed today.. @ JB

Wanna say thank to Agnes n her bf for bringing us around JB, we had so much fun there. 

p/s: in the pic --> me n Ngoc, she coloured her hair black. It really suited her. Nice Ngoc !!!

Don't give up !

This clip makes me cry all over again whenever I watch it. Especially now.. The more I replay it, the more I cry.. I don't know just feel like crying. His talk was really moved. He makes me think of everything I've been doing until this stage of life. It's very likely that my A will not be as good as I expected. I did think of the case that I have to retake it next year. I was not putting in my best during last few months. Dorothy said let's hope for miracle, but I myself don't believe in miracle. I don't believe there's such thing in this life exists. For the meantime, I shall get prepared to start my revision, so by the time the results are out next year, I won't be panic. 

Yeah, as what the man in this clip has said, it doesn't matter how many times you fail, as long as you keep trying to finish it. 

An awful day !

    It was 1.45pm and my bus still stucked in the middle of Adam Roads.. Some of the JC students on the bus were a bit nervous, including me lolz.. Right after the bus made a turn to Bukit Timah Road, it was already 1.50 plus.. "OMG, my exam starts at two.. wtf.." was the our shared expression. We suggested the bus driver to stop the bus and let us alight. He then opened the doors to dimish us. Once I stepped down from the bus, I was like.. wtf, I mean I was shocked, not exactly shocked, but it was a huge gape of mine. Can you imagine the road that I was facing has turned itself into a river? OMG, how am I going to reach the exam venue in 10 min time, when there're 3 more stops to go..? How am I going to walk..? we all started running, but just for a few metres before the water gets deeper, it slowed us down. I was really horrified when the water level started to reach my butt. At that time, there were only me and one guy from NJC, the rest all left behind, some gave up, some fell down in stream..I was too scared to cry. I might die if I was in contact with current, then I tried to call my bf, dunno what's for.. He also can't help me. I knew I got to keep going, my fellow fell down and he got to take off his shoes, his bag was totally soaked in water.. Either was mine. Hand phone and my passport were the only two things that I managed to keep them dry. We reached the second bus-stop when the guy catched a taxi. That taxi wasn't for us, because someone has come before us, but we persuaded the fellaz to let us in for just a while. Lucky he didn't say no. I remember everything, every step I took to reach the school. From the side gate, I had to cross over the field and few blocks. It was extremely huge.. :( Well, I was late for about 12 mins. Sat down, and I started my exam forthwith. 

     Now, Physics pp2 has been over. It's true that the incident that I had gone through before the exam did influence my morale, but it was counted as a small extent. I realised that nothing is impossible to achieve as long as you put in your best. If today I were defeated by the rain, fiasco would be the rightful word to describe my situation. 

I'm almost done with Chem.

There is only left paper 1 for Chem. I did not badly today, but yet couldn't finish the last question (no time. Lol) This year the paper was heavy on Inorganic parts. I did spend my time to mug the theory for Chemical Energentics which finally came out. Kaka my memory didn't fail me though. Half of the paper was hence tackled with not much difficulties. Hopefully I can get a good grade for this subject. 

However, dear Dorothy couldn't do well. She sounded exceedingly upset when I called her up this morning. There is always a reason for not doing well, a side from being lazy. People please don't assume that those who didn't do well were slacking all the time. She said if she couldn't make it this year, she will retake one more year. Same as me. Sounds discouraging? kaka. But we have to face the reality. 

Tomorrow will be Econs paper 2, which is 3 essays ought to be written within 2 hours 15 minutes. My teacher says we must give ourselves only 5 mins to do the outline, the rest would be continuous writing, if you want to get an B and higher. I'll try. Actually Econs is very close to our life, especially the Macro part. This is one of my favourite subject, eventhough I got to admit that there is a huge bunch of knowledge for you to learn. Keep learning and you soon realise that the our society is simply made up by the interaction between one and another. In today's context, 100% of us are money-based, no money, you can't survive. So work hard. :)

p/s: My most loved photo taken at Fosters Restn with my boyfriend. He brought me there to celebrate our 9 month anniversary ^^ 

Chemistry 9761/03

Well, this morning was Chem pp3, I found it manageable, just that there is too limited time for us to complete the whole paper. Anyway, no point of talking back, move on and do my best for pp1 & 2. I have most confidence in Chem n GP, thinking of Maths2 tmr... sianzz...

Jiayou Hilary!

2009-11-07

I went down to eat at Leviet restaurant with my bf today, because he wanted to spy on their food ( he's going to open a restaurant HERE mah) What a pity since I couldn't meet auntie Priscilla, she was very good to me last time. 

Mom and dad have agreed to let me go HCM city this Dec, but I've been wondering why daddy allowed me to go, cause he definitely knows my intention. I think he might be flying there last minutes with a pretext like business trip, blah blah..to keep an eye on me. Lolz.. I know him so well >.<>

What is getting on my nerves right now is my actuall A level papers coming continuously in 2 day time. Press on Hilary, it will be over very soon. 

男人女人

Nan Ren Nv Ren 男人女人 - Valen (Hsu) Xu Ru Yun

*have heard this song and find this, try to listen, nice~ 

爱爱爱爱了几回
Ai ai ai ai le ji hui

也明白其中滋味
Ye ming bai qi zhong zi wei

付出的从来不会等于收回
Fu chu de cong lai bu hui deng yu shou hui

我却还在等待着
Wo que hai zai deng dai zhe

谁能出现
Shui neng chu xian

伤伤伤伤了几回
Shang shang shang shang le ji hui

也曾经为爱憔悴
Ye ceng jing wei ai qiao cui

爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
Ai qing li hao ren zhong bi huai ren lang bei

我却还是学不会
Wo que hai shi xue bu hui

狠 心对谁
Hen xin dui shui

Chorus
男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

多希望你是好人
Duo xi wang ni shi hao ren

多希望用你的真
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen

让我不必再心疼
Rang wo bu bi zai xin teng

女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

我答应做个好人
Wo da ying zuo ge hao ren

我答应用我一生
Wo da ying yong wo yi sheng

来换你的快乐一生
Lai huan ni de kuai le yi sheng

Repeat

男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

多希望你是好人
Duo xi wang ni shi hao ren

多希望用你的真
Duo xi wang yong ni de zhen

让我不必再心疼
Rang wo bu bi zai xin teng

女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

我答应做个好人
Wo da ying zuo ge hao ren

不会再让我（你）心疼
Bu hui zai rang wo (ni) xin teng

一等再等
Yi deng zai deng

你就是我等的那个人
Ni jiu shi wo deng de na ge ren

男人男人
Nan ren nan ren

女人女人
Nu ren nu ren

多么希望你是对的人
Duo me xi wang ni shi dui de ren

2009-11-07

*Sometimes I pretend not to know anything, so my bf thinks that he is smarter*

Yea, today is Sat, I plan to do GP this morning. I was a bit disappointed though.. 

There is a very true saying about guys.. they are always greedy, the more the better. Is your man like that too? I guess more or less, he is. When someone asked about your relationship, a girl would say "We're doing fine, he is a very good guy, and treats me like no one can do that better.. blah blah..".. and A guy would answer : "ppl in love also need time on their own, can't everytime go together one.." and quickly change the topic. :) When there are only left two of them, the guy would tell the girl "you're the most wonderful person that I've ever loved, I want to tell the whole world that I'm in love with you.." But you shouldn't take that for real, because your man might not mean it all for the moment. That's the reason why a girl can easily get hurt than a guy. A girl would love a guy for everything she has, and it doesn't matter where their love is heading to. When a girl says a word "I love you", she could have thought about it a thousands times. But it's not the same for guy. PPl who are in loved got to accept this. So, from the starting point, if you think that he is the right one for you, you shouldn't be bothered by all these craps. Because in the end of the day, you know he still comes back to where he thinks it's HOME :)

2009-11-04

Hi little diary, I might not be coming HCM this dec..still waiting for mom's response, but it's unlikely she will let me go.  *sob*

Tomorrow is my Chem Practical, I don't feel worried much. Actually there's no point of being panic now right? Just.. do my best can already :) 

KK, sleep early tonite :) 

2009-11-02

It was a heavy rainy day. Spending 8 hours under air-con condition, I wonder why I'm still alive now.. lolz. I realise that I am a very lucky person, but sometimes I didn't give my best in certain stages of life.

OMG I feel guilty towards my tutor, I didn't study as hard as he expected. 

I have to do something about this, I shouldn't let him down anymore, he was helping enthusiastically recently. Ok friend, see what I can do.. *yawn-ing* O_O

2009-11-01

My bf is now doing hard for his riding license and the proposal for a very first restaurant. Hope everything is going fine. :) 

I'm thinking of this coming end year holiday. Should I spend Christmas here with him or go back earlier to have it with my family. Both are important to me. Maybe I will go back early. Well, let's see how, still early to decide. 

Time for bed. I gotta wake up early tmr to chiong Phy n Chem. Nites every one. Nites my honey :* 

Một chút cảm xúc thoáng qua.

Người ta không nhất thiết phải cố quên cái cũ, mà chỉ nên từ từ để nó tự biến đi.

Từ ngày mình yêu nhau, mọi thứ đối với em yên bình lắm, anh không khiến em phải khóc nhiều như những người trước kia của em. Anh cho em cái cảm giác được che chở. Anh biết không, em vẫn còn trẻ con lắm, vẫn giận hờn vu vơ, vẫn tành hanh, vẫn khóc... Những lúc anh làm gì đó trái ý em, em chỉ cười, rồi lại vùng vằng sau lưng anh. Không biết đến khi nào em mới lớn được nhỉ, để cho anh bớt đi một chút lo lắng, để cho anh không phải quay sang dỗ dành em mặc dù anh cũng rất mệt. Đã từng có lúc em tự hỏi, nếu như một ngày nào đó, anh gặp được người con gái tốt hơn em.. liệu trái tim anh có lung lay không nhỉ.. ?